When you miss someone the days seem to take forever and you find yourself dying to fill them with time consuming task just to divert the fact that you can't handle being patient. I've really been trying to fill my life with hobbies, school, and work lately. I've come to realize that dreaming of someone isn't quite as good as the comfort of having them there everyday. You tell yourself in the beginning that it will make the time you do spend together more exciting, or more romantic. You think that you can handle the pressure of having many miles between the two. It's not that I can't handle the pressure, just as I know that Atlas can handle the pressure of holding up the world, but I'm sure even Atlas would like a little relief every now and then. Patience is no strong point of mine. Perhaps this is a test for me. I don't really know. But all this struggle won't be for nothing and I know that we walk out of the otherside stronger once we complete the task at hand. In such a case as this, the end will justify the means it took to get us there.
